Hey man thanks for asking. No, we haven’t conceived yet, although I didn’t expect to by now. I’ve been on the protocol for about 6 weeks and it takes 10 weeks for sperm to mature. So I’m hoping in the coming months to have success. I have a sperm test and blood panel scheduled for the end of the month to see where my levels are and sperm count is.
In case you’re interested and for me to vent lol, being off test after 4 years of blast n cruise has been mentally and physically challenging. Physically I am down 8 pounds of muscle. I’ve dropped weight while becoming less lean, even tho I am still working out at the same intensity and eating cleaner. My lifts are all solidly down. Weights I could do for 5-6 reps are now at 2-3 reps. I also look like **** compared to 2 months ago.
Mentally has been worse. Keeping up sexually in order to conceive has been tough as my libido is tanked. I can still get hard but about 50% of the time, I need to masturbate until I get hard, then have sex. My wife understands the situation and has been cool so far, but I worry she will lose attraction for me eventually. The performance anxiety is strong and cialis isn’t helping. It’s as if my brain just isn’t sending the signal to my dick at all. I was prepared for this stuff, but it’s not been easy. I just want to conceive so I can get back on test and feel like myself again. If my sperm test comes back low again, I will discontinue clomid and run hcg and hmg together until we conceive.