UPDATE AKA STORY TIME
So I’m on my 4th day of 11KT, don’t know if I feel anything yet but hopefully it’ll kick in eventually. I have DEFINITELY stopped the Enclo like suggested. Here’s where the funny part of the update comes in. Lol so last Tuesday I was thinking the placebo effect was more of a reason why I had so much energy and was wondering if I’d get a sign letting me know it was truly worth it. Now I’m normally a home body during the week except work and the gym. But my friend convinced me to hit this bar on “wild out Wednesdays.” While there I get to chopping it up with this girl. The vibes were on 1000, and she was fine af!! Seriously her smile…amazing, that body
OMG….she was draggin a wagon frfr!! I left early bcus I had work in the morning but we exchanged numbers and I went home. So I know that was an over explanation of how she looked but there’s a reason I bring it up so stay with me lol. She txt me the next morning and we txtn back and forth my whole shift. At some point im sitting, waiting on a response from someone on Teams and remembered something. I thought to myself “wait…..the whole time I was talking with her that night….i don’t think my dick got hard” lmfao! TMI I know but that has always been a thing! Even at work I have to be mindful. A girl could be talking about pocket lint and I’d get hard at least a little. I get this “excitement” when it’s someone new too. Even as she’s sending me regular pics, my imagination never took over like it normally would….ya know?? But I blew this off and thought I just trippin and went on with my day. Fast forward to Friday she hit me up tryna see what I was getting into. My friends and I were gonna hit this spot called the Alley, and come to find out her friends were too. We get there, I see her, we have a good time, she’s touching on me, I’m touching on her….a whole vibe ya know?? Lol well we all leave and she said she was gonna call after she drop her friend off. So I head home, tidy up a bit and it hit me again….im excited but why am I NOT HARD!!?? I’ve been here plenty of times before, and in moments like these I’m (again sorry for the TMI) usually excited in my pants if I even think there’s a chance she might come over to let me stroke. Yall smdh I was worried to the point I wanted to test it out by masturbating to see if mini me was ok…..he was not ok lmao. He ain’t even twitch!
She calls and I pick up…she wanted to come over. My dumb ass knowing something is wrong lied to myself saying “it’ll be fine, once she’s over here and we on this bed we’ll be good.” THE BIGGEST MISTAKE….EVER!! Lol I’m pulling out all the stall tactics to wait for something to wake up but mini me was not wit it. She eventually ask me what was wrong….and I made up 1st lie I could think of. Lol I said “I’ve been playing it off but I’m not a good responder to the Covid vaccine’s. Headaches and slight chest pains.” I know I know, shitty thing to lie about but I panicked lol. It worked tho with a little drama added for flair…she went to my kitchen, made me tea, kissed my cheek, and said she hoped I’d get well soon. I left so many emails for my Doc that whole weekend lol. He saw me Monday and took bloods but says to me “Sounds like and E2 issue, and you should stop the enclo and let it normalize.” I said “Doc…I stopped when my dick stopped.” Lol sooooo yeah that’s my update yall. I’m basically moving slow with homegirl until things get back to normal for me down there. She’s actually a dope girl, and she’s still super flirty so that’s kool. Mini me is getting better but not where it was. I was so wrapped up in energy and gym gains I hadn’t realized I stopped having the usual morning wood. Lol but I guess that was my sign tho huh? My sign to see if it was worth it? Well……if you could see this stallion of a woman and those yams…..you’d say this was one helluva sign saying no lmao
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